Rebirth-Of-Trauma

On a day that should have been famous the ideals of love and passion the stragiht razor found the swollen skin the blood gushing from the valetine let the game begin... you do not know me...but i know you....and i want to play this game... you see you are surrounded by dangling razorwire, and a single candle guides your vision are you prepared to fall asleep to the sounds of your own screams, the terror the simple meaning of life has been realized.... They call me Jigsaw.....but my name is....

I am the son, of the man, that did, nothing for me, i am the lamb, of the one, that has,all i need my world came down, and you weren't here, i stepped into the room, that doesn't exist at all, if i could have known, what i was shown, who lead me to... this world is a place i've thrown away, i can't seem to forget about your face, but i can't survive without you, in my arms at night i turn into someone else, the monster i fear, alone in this place is no where i wanted to ever....be... In the shadows, i lye in wait for you, not that you can see, inside the books my words you'll find, to speak of freedom, i wish i had, i wish i had,

good bye.... to the dreams, the pain the easing feel of nevermore every single day that i feel i have to just whore... break me down... kill my mind end freedom im too blind.... i wish i was you i wouldn't wake up alone i wish i was you

the past littered with my dismay in fact i hate feeling this way my spine contours to the time my mind makes me scream GOODBYE can you hear me breathing beside you? your voice is music to my ears (when i'm dying) can you feel me bleeding inside you? cutting away my worst fears (when i'm crying)..... can you feel me inside you? the days so long so wrong again the ways i've been i've gone to sin my wrists so tender and so torn my cysts are why i'm stillborn.... can you hear me breathing beside you? your voice is music to my ears (when i'm dying) can you feel me bleeding inside you? cutting away my worst fears (when i'm crying)..

Marching Deadites to a Flag Never to Turn your Back This Will Change our Lives Join the March of the Deadites....

each day is harder to live, inside of my skin, i find i have to fight to breathe... each night is worst to me, no more love for family, but i dont think i can leave..... You Laugh, and you smile at me, why dont you take my pain away? you smile, and you stare through me, why can't you fall in love with me today? twilight glimmers, the shadows lighten, the load on back seems to fade, seems to fade, i kiss the night sky, i still wonder why, i would let you walk out of my life? You Laugh, and you smile at me, why dont you take my pain away? you smile, and you stare through me, why can't you fall in love with me today?

My lust is deep, the skin so perfect the touch caress of gentle skin... each time you smile i stare into your eyes, frozen for just a moment.... i move step closer each day, night and passing eve.... sometimes i can not breathe at all... with all i have said and all i see... i see your eyes staring back at me....

You spit out blood like it were seeds, your sick you little one with needs, let the razor fall, upon your wrist, let it cut you deep, inside your a cyst, bleed for me, bleed for you, i love no wait scrath it, i hate you

those lines you have left, a trail of your pain, those times you felt it all leave, why would you want to end everything you have in the world? why would you question me i am the cure.... those wrists still bled today and tomorrow, those fists still fled to take away the sorrow, you bleed from the lines on your wrists...

With a single bullet in the chamber, a door opens up to you golden with your smile wasted i'm here watching you... i take off te butterfly wings i laserate the skin lust is decay and rot breathing is a sin... i choked the angels throat i cut inside you deep as i lay beside you your in a deep sleep... you don't know i'm there just above your bed at night hanging on the walls to watch you and your perfect life... golden dress ready to be torn off you for all my needs i cut and bite and scratch so i'm not alone to bleed... come here my darling i'll give you my taste bondage binds us together so i can rape...... your heart